Jiwa kacau

I dont like to depending on people

Coz people always leave 

All the time especially when u need

Sometimes 

Especially at night

I realize that no one care about me

Nobody want to hear what Im feel

In life many people can make us happy 

Im right ?

But any people can make ur heart feel calm ??

My smile hide my injured soul

My fake words "Hahaaha" also hide my sad

All of that  never notice how broken am I

Happy ending ?

There are no happy ending

Coz ending always be a saddest part

So I will accept if my story only happy in start story

Im not strongest enough to handle my heart

sick

lonely

unwanted

Thats why I hope Im enough for someone

Sometimes 

I feel only give u stress and dilemma with me

That why sometime I distance my self to u

But yet,

I dont want to lose u :')

I need u right now

But I realize that u not need me right now

Its ok :')